It's a little gossip post

 

𝐇𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐲 𝐀𝐮𝐭𝐮𝐦𝐧

(It's a little gossip post)

𑁍 𝑰𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒂𝒏𝒚 𝒉𝒂𝒃𝒊𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒕𝒓𝒚𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒐 𝒂𝒅𝒂𝒑𝒕 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒂𝒏𝒚 𝒉𝒂𝒃𝒊𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒏𝒂 𝒍𝒆𝒕 𝒈𝒐?

Good Afternoon. It's been again a lazy day for me. So, first of all, i wanna deplete the laziness inside me and go out. Also, I'm buying books too much which i should not. I should beore strict on my expenditure in books but I always end up in nothing but consider ine more buy of a month . But, however, i really want this thing goes off from me. Bookstagram makes me buy more books all the time :")

I can't bring myself sleep early at night. Always end up sleeping lately which also impacting my health. It's not that i don't try but i do. Doctor said that I have Insomnia and also because of migraine headache; it's too hard for me to sleep unless i work hand to bone all day to get tired and sleep which I don't have to do.

I can't focus on my study of upcoming admission tests which is really repellent to me. Pandemic made my study attenuated. Now, i push hard myself to sit on the table.

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These are the habits i wanna let go and adapt the opposite of them. But I'm striving for months to adapt the new productive habits but I'm always failing. Hopefully, in some months, i can verily adapt them.

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But I won't always complain. I did adapt some good habits like reading which i didn't do two years ago. Also, writing stories and poems. Another thing is spending time with nature and understand it's mute verbosity in the wind waves. Well, reading isn't my habit; my obsession.

Wbu?